/ 5:14 PM

Que Sera Sera...And I am back for more.

So I recall the last update I had here. It's been months, and I've been on hiatus yet again. I am trying to get in the habit of blogging once more, because I realise I love writing, whether it makes sense or not, but I just haven't had the time to really get down to it. How can one lose the mojo to do something one loves, right? But let me tell you that losing one's drive is possible despite the amount of passion you have for one thing, but the trick is to make it a temporal phase and find your motivation back again to drive you forward.

Much has been happening over the past months of course; school has started again (this time for the final year! that's right baby) and then there's the Final Year Project which is killing me and giving me sleepless nights. And then there's dealing with work and school at the same time; I'm still working part time with Rice Communications and I still handling clients accounts. And then there's singlehood. Again.

It's been more than a month now since the last break-up and I decided to drop the bomb on him once more and let him go. And while it was a tough reality he had to grapple with, it was something I had to do, for the best of the both of us. It never was working in the first place, as a relationship, but we make two really good pair of friends. And at this very moment as I speak about this, we are now both perfectly comfortable with each other, and he has in fact moved on to someone new, while I am loving every second of my liberation.

I realise that I am a person who highly value my personal freedom and my own space and time. While I was with Amal, I was morphing into someone I am not, but more like someone he wanted me to be. We never did things I enjoyed mostly; like going out to explore new places together, nor find new things to eat, and just generally enjoy food. And it was just getting to stagnant. There was no dynamism in the relationship. And thus, I had to get out before I become stale.

True story.

And now...I'm taking my baby steps back into happiness. Truth is, with times spent with my truly precious girls, Syaf, Farah, Jam, and Hanna, mostly, I feel like a happier person altogether. Happiness is a journey, and I'm at the start of it. =)

Love y'all. <3

/ 5:14 PM

Que Sera Sera...And I am back for more.

So I recall the last update I had here. It's been months, and I've been on hiatus yet again. I am trying to get in the habit of blogging once more, because I realise I love writing, whether it makes sense or not, but I just haven't had the time to really get down to it. How can one lose the mojo to do something one loves, right? But let me tell you that losing one's drive is possible despite the amount of passion you have for one thing, but the trick is to make it a temporal phase and find your motivation back again to drive you forward.

Much has been happening over the past months of course; school has started again (this time for the final year! that's right baby) and then there's the Final Year Project which is killing me and giving me sleepless nights. And then there's dealing with work and school at the same time; I'm still working part time with Rice Communications and I still handling clients accounts. And then there's singlehood. Again.

It's been more than a month now since the last break-up and I decided to drop the bomb on him once more and let him go. And while it was a tough reality he had to grapple with, it was something I had to do, for the best of the both of us. It never was working in the first place, as a relationship, but we make two really good pair of friends. And at this very moment as I speak about this, we are now both perfectly comfortable with each other, and he has in fact moved on to someone new, while I am loving every second of my liberation.

I realise that I am a person who highly value my personal freedom and my own space and time. While I was with Amal, I was morphing into someone I am not, but more like someone he wanted me to be. We never did things I enjoyed mostly; like going out to explore new places together, nor find new things to eat, and just generally enjoy food. And it was just getting to stagnant. There was no dynamism in the relationship. And thus, I had to get out before I become stale.

True story.

And now...I'm taking my baby steps back into happiness. Truth is, with times spent with my truly precious girls, Syaf, Farah, Jam, and Hanna, mostly, I feel like a happier person altogether. Happiness is a journey, and I'm at the start of it. =)

Love y'all. <3